happy birthday to my broetter half

You are my protector, my number one fan, my avid supporter, my travel buddy, my food buddy,my inspiration, my best friend – rolled into one. I’m glad I have  you! Happy Birthday to a person I am really proud to call my big brother! Sarangheeeee! 😘😘 love you

Happy birthday to my papi also! Thank you for everything. .Thank you for giving us what we deserve.Thank you for making me feel I am still you and mama’s baby..Hehe. love youuu
To my drew! Happy birthday my love!! I’m wishing all the happiness you deserve. .I will always be belieber. Love you

Sweetdreams

We had a little misunderstanding but we already talked about it.

It’s so cute that we’re able to understand each other.I feel incredibly lucky to have someone who is willing to put me in this kind of situation.Thank you for making time to talk to me again.

 

 

Yeah.I know my place.Soon,there will be no more space there!

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“I just go get some rest.We’ll talk later.I love youuuu”

You make my heart pound!HAHA

The Cranky Old Man

LOOK CLOSER (The Cranky Old Man)

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What do you see, nurses, what do you see?

What are you thinking, when you look at me,

A crabbit old woman, not very wise,

Uncertain of habit, with far-away eyes,

Who, quite unresisting, lets you do as you will,

With bathing and feeding the long day to fill.

I’ll tell you who I am as I sit here so still,

As I move at your bidding, as I eat at your will.

I’m a small child of 10 with a father and mother,

Brothers and sisters, who loved one another.

A bride now at 20 my heart gives a leap,

Remembering the vows that I promised to keep.

At 25 now I have young of my own,

Who need me to build a secure happy home,

At 50 once more babies play around my knee,

Again we know children, my loved one and me.

Dark days are upon me, my husband is dead,

I look at the future, I shudder with dread,

For my young are all busy with young of their own,

And I think of the years and the love that I’ve known.

The body it crumbles, grace and vigour depart,

There is now a stone where I once had a heart,

But inside this old carcass, a young girl still dwells,

And now and again my battered heart swells.

I remember the joys, I remember the pain,

And I’m loving and living life over again,

I think of the years all too few gone too fast.

And accept the stark fact that nothing can last.

So open your eyes, nurse, open and see,

Not a crabbit old woman, look closer see ME.

❤️ BEGINNING ❤️

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Happiness to me is not hating anyone for their past mistakes or for whatever they may or might have put you through. It’s hard to forgive but when do you you experience this sense of peace that’s beyond anything you can think of…I’m happy with my life and Im glad people have found what they consider to be their happiness too. funny how life works …. but there’s reason as to why things happen. Believe in GOD or not its all part of faith… Im exactly where i need to be with who i need to be with..

Putting so much thought with the way things have been lately.. And I can genuinely say that im okay. A couple irritations here and there but its not stopping me the way these little things used to stop me before. Things are the way they are for a reason, whatever reason it may be. the people that have come in and out in my life have shaped me to be the person that I am, and they’re all a part of my story yknw. I’m glad for the people who have hurt me because they’ve only made me a stronger and better person.. I’m content with the way things are with my life, and I’m happy with the people in my life. I’m not gonna let little things get to me anymore. This past break, ive found this new admiration for reading,watching korean films and singing in korean. reading is  awesome, i forgot how awesome it was. and idk i just like to sing a lot, if only i was good though haha. idk, it’d be awesome to like be a kpop singer and perform for others and have people look up to you and just inspire others. gah. it’d be like a dream come true. .. 🙂

Finally I can say that im really say that im happy with my life. Everything is working out for me and my ANXIETY has calmed down alot since november?? hihihi. Everyday I’m learning how to deal with it and control how I feel! It took me a long while to get to where I am today but it was all worth it!! I have great friends and besties who are always by my side giving me the confidence and positive feedback that will help me grow as a person.LAST YEAR\LAST MONTH I can say I went through alot all at once, but I got through it and I’m very proud of myself!! As well me and my family have gotten soo much closer and we are open with each other..

I came to a sort of realization yesterday. I often see people get angry and frustrated about things they can’t control, and they get no benefit from doing so. Why would you cause yourself any sort of inner turmoil when you get absolutely no satisfaction? It makes no sense, logically. If people were to count their blessings and focus on the good things in life…we would all be so much happier, so much more peaceful, as a race.

I am so much happier now with me life and how everything is working out for me. I have came a very long way to get where i am today, but im happy for those experiences and memories because without them i dont think id be here today…. Just Happy!!! 😊😜😃

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Short Story

There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm.He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods.

He practiced in the woods,but he could never hit the target.Getting a little discouraged,he headed back for dinner.

As he was walking back he saw Grandma’s pet duck.

Just out of impulse,he let the slingshot fly,hit the duck square in the head,and killed it.He was shocked and grieved.

In a panic,he hid the dead duck in the wood pile,only to see  his sister watching!

Sally had seen it all,but she said nothing.

After lunch the next day Grandma said “Sally,let’s wash the dishes.”

But Sally said,“Grandma,Johnny told me he wanted to help in the kitchen”.

Then she whispered to him “Remember the duck?”

So Johnny did the dishes.

Later that day,Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing and Grandma said “I’m sorry but I need Sally to help me to make supper.”

Sally just smiled and said “Well,that’s all right because Johnny told me he wanted to help.”

So she whispered again“Remember the duck?”

Sally went  fishing and Johnny stayed to help.

After several days of Johnny doing both his chores and Sally’s..

He finally couldn’t stand it any longer.

He came to Grandma and confessed that he had killed the duck.

Grandma knelt down,gave him a hug,and said, “Sweetheart,I know.You see, I was standing at the window and I saw the whole thing,but because I love you,I forgave you.I was just wondering how long you would let Sally make a slave of you.”

 

 

 

 

THE LESSON:

Whatever is in your past,whatever you have done…and the devil keeps throwing it up in your face (lying,cheating,debt,fear,bad habits,hatred,anger,bitterness,etc) whatever it is….You need to know that GOD was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing.He has seen your whole life;He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven.He’s just wondering how long you will let the devil make a slave of you.the great thing about GOD is that when you ask for forgiveness.He not only forgives you,but he forgets..It is by GOD’S grace and mercy that we are saved.

-I’m so blessed daily